Vanessa Rodriguez, M.A.

Clinician and Latino Coalition Coordinator
I’ve worked with PARTNERS for about 4 years now in various capacities and have enjoyed them all. But I never realized the true impact of PARTNERS until I became a therapist for the Clinical Care Center. In this capacity, I have been able to help children and families who have been affected by events that no child should ever experience. It’s not the easiest job, and at times you are tested much more than in other settings. However, to see a child who survived abuse laugh loudly and freely whereas before she could barely look you in the eye, solidifies my commitment to PARTNERS and to ensuring that the Queens community is aware of the services we provide.

One of my clients, Marianela, exemplifies the need of PARTNERS in the community. She is a 13-year-old girl of Latino descent, who had come to the country for only one year.  Marianela was reunited with her mother after 8 years of separation and her mother saving for her journey. Shortly after Marianela arrived in New York, she was sexually abused by a family friend on multiple occasions. Instead of keeping quiet when she found out, Marianela’s mother pursued legal action. In a community where abuse is still taboo subject, both Marianela and her mother have endured negative comments and rejection. They arrived to PARTNERS with feelings of sadness, guilt, and fear, which are common to many of the clients seen and trauma survivors in general.

In session, the work has concentrated thus far on helping both mother and daughter recognize the multitude of emotions they have been experiencing and on changing the negative thoughts about themselves that occurred as a result of the trauma. Both were resistant at first, as for trauma survivors it is all too common to want to forget about the event and the emotional pain. Clients at PARTNERS are taught that avoidance is not the way to cope with trauma as it prevents an individual from beginning and completing the healing process. Marianela and her mother slowly have begun to open up about themselves. Both feel guilt about the event; Marianela for “causing problems” and her mother for the emotional distress her daughter has felt.  But they have started and continued the process to coping with and changing the negative thoughts about themselves. They are committed to their therapy sessions and make every effort to come in week after week. Sharing their stories with a stranger has not been easy for them, but they have done it thanks to my efforts in engaging them with a cultural sensitivity particular to their needs, with their help of course.

Marianela and her mother are only one of hundreds of families that have been or are being treated by PARTNERS. I look forward to the time when they can join the many graduates of the program who have used the skills to learn how to effectively cope with trauma and continue to use them in these skill in their daily lives.