Katie M. Honan’s Experience at St. Albans Veterans Hospital

Academic Service-Learning Essay Contest Winner 
Course:  Introduction to Anthropology
Professor:  Dr. Barrett Brenton

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Prof. Kathryn Shaughnessy
Hello and welcome to the St. John’s University Libraries Podcast Series. Today we present Academic Service Learning Essay Contest winner Katie Honan, a junior at St. John’s Queens campus. Ms. Honan reads here Academic Service Learning essay about working with patients at local veterans’ hospital. Thank you and we hope you enjoy the podcast.

Katie M. Honan
Anthropology is the “field of inquiry that studies human culture and evolutionary aspects of human biology.”  In the time I spent at St. Albans Veterans Hospital, I was able to see human development as it adapted and dealt with new environments.

 St. Albans Veterans Hospital is located on a beautiful, green, campus-like setting on Linden Boulevard.  I chose to spend my service-learning time there because I have personal ties to veterans — my dad is a retired Captain in the Naval Reserve.

I was always aware of some of the psychological and physical issues that sometimes affect veterans, and saw this as a good opportunity to help a group of people as well as learn about human development.

Throughout the course of my volunteering, I had the opportunity to look at those affected by war and by their time in a nursing home: people who might not have been in their situation if they were not exposed to combat.  I had the chance to witness veterans whose genetic makeup had been altered as a result of something that was largely out of their control, while also seeing people who are feeling the effects of their own bad choices.  I had the chance to briefly see first-hand — human dependency on alcohol and drugs, and the reasons many people abuse them in the first place.

Most of my time at the hospital was spent in the large Rec room, where Bingo was played.  During Bingo, I did not get a lot of opportunities to sit and talk with the veterans because they were all really into their game.  Some of them took “Bingo” rather seriously; arguments would sometimes break out across the table if someone accused another individual of “cheating.”

They would always request Power Balls because they could win vouchers; they would `never want the games to end.  Their prizes were $1 booklets, bought through the Veterans’ Department, and redeemable for things in the hospital store.  After dessert was served, the other volunteers and I would usually just sit and talk with the veterans.

Since I spent time there on Mondays, the topic would usually be Monday Night Football and many of the veterans would get into playful fights about which teams would eventually take it all the way to the Super Bowl.  We would also discuss current events, and when bringing up certain topics, the fights would not be so playful.  By the time Monday Night Football began, the dessert was finished and the other Legion members and I would clean up and say our goodbyes.  The next week we did it all over again, and somehow, in between the set-up and the clean-up, I developed new insights and found a way to relate all of my experiences to Anthropology.

The center at St. Albans was like a regular hospital, although the Rec Room was large, cheerful and decorated nicely.  My first night there I tried to look past the atmosphere of the place, but it was hard—it is difficult to get rid of that hospital smell.  There was a ping-pong table in the back, shelves of books and magazines, and a large TV that was shut off during Bingo.  The actual Bingo setup was high-tech—there was a large lighted Bingo board, a microphone and a huge case where the Bingo balls would come out. 

St. Albans, like so many other veterans hospitals, is usually subjected to budget cuts and the threat of closing.  A much-needed renovation was slated by the government — to begin in 2020.  Veterans are usually forgotten; as much as we love to put “Support Our Troops” ribbons on our cars, and as much as the government would be lost without veterans, when it is time to devote time and money, they are mostly forgotten.     I became interested in these veterans, especially since so many of them were even younger than my parents.

 When I came home from the hospital, my dad and I would sometimes get into long discussions about the residents, and the problems that veterans have faced.  Some suffered the effects of combat-inflicted wounds, and others suffered the effects of Agent Orange.  Most of them, however, were there as a result of problems not obviously caused by their time in the military — mostly substance abuse addiction.
 My dad was always quick to remind me that for those in the hospital for substance-abuse problems, it was their fault.  I tried to explain that maybe they abused drugs as a result of what they saw in the military and what they saw when they were shipped off to a place they probably should never have been.  For so many veterans, choosing to abuse a substance was their own choice, but going off to war was not.  For me, the causes and effects of addiction were obvious.

Many of the other residents were at St. Albans just because they were elderly and were veterans — they were not in there due to any direct effect of serving.  Many of them had not even seen combat.  They had simply come into the place because they needed help, or because their families could no longer take care of them.  Many of the women in the home were simply military nurses.

St. Albans is no different than any other nursing home in the way it brings up loneliness in people.  Many residents were there because no one could care for them, or no one cared enough to do so.  Some of the nurses seemed less than apathetic towards the situation, and looked as though they treated the residents not as people, but as tasks to complete.  The veterans were always so appreciative of everything we did, and said “thank you” whenever they could.

Before Veteran’s Day, I brought in thank-you cards made by my mom’s students from her elementary school.  Most of the cards were simple, construction paper-and-crayon pieces of art; others, however, were long notes of gratitude and stories of brothers, sisters and cousins fighting in Iraq.  These students recognized the service of the veterans — many years ago — and found a way to connect to them now, during a time when we are fighting a war that is so similar to the ones others fought in the past.

Looking at the thankful faces of the veterans made me think of how their situations tied into the present; about how the past somehow was finding a way to repeat itself.  I thought about the future of the St. Albans Veterans Hospital in 20 years, filled with these students’ relatives, and so many others like them.  I thought about these young men and women confined to wheelchairs, playing Bingo, maybe even spending time with volunteers filling out a journal for a college class.

As a result of my experience, I found a new way to look at things.  I came into this thinking my time spent at St. Albans would be a “pity party,” where I could watch these long-forgotten veterans as they suffered as a result of what the government had put them through.  Not one of these soldiers, however, seemed bitter about spending their Monday nights playing Bingo.  They all seemed proud to have served their country.  They all seemed to accept St. Albans in a way I did not think I would, and I gave them a lot of respect for it.  They saw their wheelchairs and injuries as a part of their own human development, and whether or not this could have been avoided was not made into an issue.

I also realized that a lot of them were there as a result of their own poor choices, and I had to stop pointing fingers at the government.  Maybe we, as humans, have more to do with our own development than other species — perhaps it is our free will that is meant to free us from always pointing fingers at other people for our own problems.
 The concept of the nursing home is fairly new —development first began in the 1960s, possibly due to cultural trends or even medical advancements.  While it is true that some of the residents at St. Albans and at any other nursing home are actually there because they need constant medical supervision, most of them were just dumped there.

My grandmother had a lot of health problems, and my parents put her in a nursing home only after they realized they could not take care of her; even at that point, the guilt would sometimes get to them.  We visited her as many times as we could, far more than the relatives of most of the other residents in her nursing home; however, she was still in a nursing home, a supposed “dumping ground.”

On the other side of this look at nursing homes, is the human need to take care of its own.  However you choose to look at them, nursing homes are ultimately the result of our developmental need to look after one another.  We are part of the only species on this planet with the societal expectations to prolong life and care for the elderly in our lives.  We are supposed to look after one another.    

The presence of war is as old as we are; it has been affecting society and culture forever, and spending my time at a veterans hospital allowed me to witness some of these effects first hand.  You do not have to go to Arlington National Cemetery to see the casualties of war; just head to your local veterans hospital.  Some of the veterans lost their limbs, their immune systems, or their sanity.  They had all the guts, but for some of them, none of the glory, and spending time with them just made me appreciate what they did even more.  And I hope I can let them know that no matter what I do, I can never thank them enough.

Prof. Kathryn Shaughnessy
That concludes this podcast. Bumper music is “Here I Am” by Everyday Jones courtesy of Podsafe Audio. We thank Katie Honan and the Office of Academic Service Learning for sharing their time and talent for the greater community. Thank you.